Post A Rebuttal!

My boyfriend of 7 months broke up with me Nov 9 because he felt he was causing me too much pain and needed to let me go so I could be happy. Then he sent me the email below on Nov 12. The very next day he stopped talking to me and I didn't hear from him until Nov 17. He called to inform me that he met someone the night after this email and slept with her. He said he never loved me at all and has always wanted to be with this girl and that he loves her and just used me. DO NOT DATE THIS GUY!!!!!! He will make you feel like a princess and then drop you striaght off the top of the tower. Victoria, I know things didn't end well between us. These kind of things never do end well. Someone is always going to be the vilian. Someone is always going to heart broken. There will always be doubt that maybe one or the other did this because there is someone else. I just wanted to tell you how I felt in our relationship and how i still feel. Since the first day we met I knew that you were the one who I would give my heart to. When we were up in Estes it didn't matter how many people were walking down the street there was only you with me. I felt that I had known you for years. Being with you felt so natural it was almost as if we were made for each other. As the months went on it seemed there was a distance between us with me being in Colorado and you being alone here at home. I was very inconsiderate, selfish, neglectful. I took advantage of your love and kindness and for that I am sorry. I realize I had a strange way of showing you that I loved you. I know at times it seemed like I didn't even care. Because of the way I am I taxed you physically, mentally, and emotionally. I didn't know what true love was until I met you. You loved me without reason and at times were judged for it. I wish I could show love the way that you do. I wish I could have made you feel just as love as you made me feel. I know I told you that I wanted you to go away but honestly I don't. I just can't let you go. It hurts to mouch to know that you loved me and I just let you get away. All thoughout the day I think about you and hope that in some strange twist of fate that you are thhinking of me at the same time. I go to sleep and I have the same dream every night. I come home, take a shower and when I climb into bed you wrap your arms around me, kiss me and ask me how my day was. I want to call, text, or just drive down and see you but I don't want to bother you. I know you are trying to move on with your life. I can't seem to get you off my mind or out of my heart. It's sad that when you leave I see what I have lost. I've learned how to play that Maria Mena song that you love so much. In the song when she says, "I know that distance is a factor, I stretch as often as I can, my goals to reach your hands anyday now." I feel myself reaching for your hands like I did that day in the park. I just wish that when I reached out for your hands that you are there to grasp them. I'm not going to beg for you to come back. I can't expect you to come back to me after the way I've treated you. I know you say that people throw the that four letter word around like it was and every day phrase but I mean it. I love you Wanda Victoria Cooper. I will always love you. I will not ever find anyone else as long as I shall live. You have my heart and I want you to keep it. I wear this necklace still as my original promise to you. I would rather be lonely then give anyone just a glimpse of what we had and hopefully still have. I'm sorry I contacted you. I don't mean to keep haunting you. My heart is still attached to you. I can't let you go. I close my eyes and still hear your heart beating. It's the only comfort I have knowing I can still hear your heart beating.. I want to cry every time I think of you alone. It makes me hurt to think that one day you may find someone new. I want to always be yours but I can't be selfish. I don't want you to go away. I want to be with you. I love you, I adore you, I am yours until the end of time. I will love your always and forever. I love you Today, Tomorrow, and Forever Eric