I am in love with this man that has been my best friends for several years. We grew close and when he asked me out, it was amazing. I was , and still am, head over heels for him. Us two and our mutual best friend did everything together, until I found out that this friend liked me. Hoping to save our friendships, I suggested that we (the boyfriend and I) take some time off... Now the best friend has dumped me as a friend and started talking badly about me unfairly. He is demanding and immature and I no longer am interested in being friends with him. However, I am still desperately in love with the boyfriend, who doesn't want to get back together with me. It's been awhile and I still can't get over him. I'm pretty young and I want to move on, but at the same time I feel like I might have lost my soul mate. I still cry about him alot and I'm worried about what will happen with us and this best friend, who wants to hang out with the boyfriend and not me. Anyone with advice is a huge help...... I miss him so much. Thank you