I have been in relationships of very little meaning then I fell I love with someone who made me feel comfortable enough to trust him. Things seemed great we both have been played and were tired of game playing people. He gave me total access to him and I did the same. By the way he retired from the military two years ago.He said he gave me the blueprint and I failed to read it. Now the relationship is over and I feel like a fool for falling in love.We work at the same place and I left a doctor( who wanted to marry me) for this guy.I feel like a 16 year old who has fallen in love the very first time.I did't want this relationship to go public but he put it out there saying I was his woman. Now I feel like he has thrown me away without a honest try to put thing together after the small upset we had.