Im writing on here because i just needed a place to vent, i met this guy, we will call him PTF, in April of this year while in Las Vegas. He sweep me off my feet, he would visit me in Bermuda and I would visit him in Las Vegas. We went on a cruise, hiking in the mountians, everything. Yes the distance was hard, but then me said he wanted to marry me, Im not American so we had to fill out all these forms to have me live there once married, yes it was fast but I thought he was the one, my family loved him, my daughter loved him, I loved him. But then he came and visited me the weekend before last, as a surprise visit because he loved me, told me he wanted to move here to Bermuda instead. Then his OTHER girlfriend in Vegas contacted me and told me everythign about their relationship, he told me she was crazy. But everything she said he said was exactly the same thing he was telling me. then we caught him out on three way and that ***, broke up with me on email. Then called my mother and tried to blame me saying i have anger issues, if i had real issues I would have went to Vegas and *** his *** up, but we had one fight where i threw my purse at him, i was wrong and i apologized and that was two months ago, all was fine after that. He used me and then told lies to my friends and family to paint me as this angry women who drove him to cheat. Wow, after thinking about what he put me threw recently why am I upset, I shoul dbe happy he is out of my life, but i guess the whole starting over and all the future plans we made, that hurts. But I will survive and i will find love hopefully