I dated a sociopath as well, he nearly ruined my life. I had a nervous mental breakdown from the lies and games he played. Even after all that, for a long time I still wanted him, felt like I was in love with him. I cried all the time and I felt devastated without him. I promise you tho, if u give it time, and STAY AWAY from him you will get better, you will see things clearly and you get over it, and most importantly you will realize that you never deserved to go thru what u went thru and will be stronger and more aware from now on. Honestly it probably took me almost 2 years to get to where Im at emotionally. The time it takes sucks but do it if u have to. Its important that u see that if a man isnt acting rite off the bat, that ur good enuf to tell him bye bye, you can do better!

I am so sorry that you had to experience a sociopath they do alot of damage, I CALL THE TORADOS, REAKING HAVOE EVERY WHERE THEY GO. Try to stay away from anyone that even looks unhealthy. Learn from yout mistakes and make lemonade out of the lemons life throws at you. And whatever you do try not to get bitter in life. There are nice guys out there, we just have to be patient withourself to wait them out. Meaning take yourself and investigate them first.